As I get ready for your D-day my friend, a myriad of emotions run through me....
Happiness,Memories, Pangs of sorrow, helplessness..
From the time we sat together on our 4th standard benches till the last conversation we just had,
I remember every moment, so fresh, so green!
The years we have sat together, played together, studied together, lunched together.
The innumerable number of phone calls..
The countless ""fights"" .. is there a day or a thing we have not fought about?
The afternoons at your house..
The cycling times we had together and the WDP!
Sharing of lunch boxes, the Vadas at the canteen and the paneer sodas at the petty shops
Our study times - Ironically the subjects that I hate are the ones you love.
The games of shuttle, throw ball and Swedish long ball.
The times when we used to laugh at nothing for hours together, for a reason that only the two would understand..
The after school hours we spent at those beautiful, memorable place..
The long hours on the phone when distance separated us.
Is there a thing on earth we have not shared or discussed about?
If I can talk to one person on earth with absolutely zero inhibition about anything and everything, its you!
We are two radically opposite people but have been like the other side of the coin.. sticking together and being there for each other always..no matter what..
But as life is taking its usual turn and you have found your soul mate - The thing I'm elated about. But a selfish part of me knows that there is going to some space of yours that is going to be inaccessible to me and frightening part is that space is going to grow by day.
Can I trouble you with my calls at weirdest hour of the day?
Whom can I call, when I want to share something immediately..
Who will listen to my stupidest problems or thoughts without judging me..
Who is going to trouble the lazy me to get out to do some shopping or movie on a saturday..
Who is going to come over to my house to laugh as a family at our own self..
Who will be there to remind me when I'm loosing focus in life..
No company for male checking, temple visits and non stop laughter at nothing..
No surprise gifts, visits, hugs and kisses..
No more "I'm not important to you" fights..
If I stare at a next Saturday at Chennai without you, I'm lost!
No I'm not gonna take this.. I cannot afford to loose any of this and I need you for this always.
Yo have to give me my space in your life as always and I need you.. No adieu my dear friend.. Never!.....
Probably an All the best!
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After a long thought, now I think she is just your pal :D or something else ;) ;)
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