Time and now.. I realise .. What's the use?

Looked back through the logs below.
Very evident are my mood swings! So many emotions, happiness, fulfillment, sorrow, jealousy. A recap shows how trivial these are now. I could see a painful incident, written down as a satire ; that completely does not affect me now. Despite all these lofty thoughts and revelations, the present moment affects us so much!
Time heals - yeah true, but we live in the present...it hurts when it hurts, blesses when it does.

SlumDog Millionaire

Watching the movie with a lot of expectations (8 Oscars) got me disappointed.
But we'll not go into the movie review. What set me into deep thinking after the movie was not in vogue with the other reviews of the movie - not the poverty, not the growth of Jamal and what about the other slumdogs?
Its about the question
Jamal became a millionaire, why?
1) He cheated
2) He is lucky
3) He is a genius
4) It was destined

Correct answer?!! Is it ?
Destiny is word that changes colors like a chameleon.
I believe in destiny , I loose focus and the guts to fight my cause!
I shun destiny, I'm lost with no answers for baseless failures and unreasonable shocks I go through in my life!
Destiny is a
...supporting shoulder when you cannot understand what life is doing to you...
...demotivator when you have to fight against odds..
Oh God .. Is it ..or is it not?? .. DESTINY?

People in my life!!

Many things are learnt from people around you than from books. The difference that a few can make in your life in profound.

To ,

My Kindergarten teacher who taught me school was fun,
My physics teacher who taught me to think,
My maths teacher who showed the beauty of maths,
Suneetha - a friend who taught what an intellectual companionship can do to you,
Deepa who taught me that adamancy is good,
Usha who taught me that you could be in the good books of all,
Ilango a visually changed teacher at school who taught me what struggle is,
Gang rivals at schools who taught me that enmity can lead competitive excellence ,
Sujatha at college who taught me where mental strength and conviction can take you,
Priyanka who taught me what unassuming intelligence is,
Saketh who taught me what simplicity is,
Amarnath and Srujana who taught me what communication can do,
Sangeetha who taught me what confidence is,
PCE sir who taught me what sincerity is,
AB who taught me what dynamism can do,
Srikanth who taught what a crush is,
Raghu who taught what is does when you keep in touch,
Radhi who taught strength and selfless affection is,
Nithi who taught what silent sweetness is,
Niket who taught to keep laughing in testing times,
Vinodh who taught what sincerity and honesty is,
Tanaya who taught what hard work and simplicity can do to your life and a touch of affection,
Pankaj who taught what it is to have a intellect besides you,
Vijee who taught clarity in thinking and what help at a right time can do,
Jojo who taught me perfection,
Rajesh who taught dynamism,
Raji who taught a non - dependent friendship is,
Indhu who taught how outspoken nature can enhance relationships,
....More to come!!

Above all,

To ,

Dad who taught me life
Mom who taught me love,
Thulasi who taught me friendship

THANK YOU ALL!!